Post by charles finley. on Jun 13, 2007 6:57:48 GMT -5
omg hi people. :DDD *wave*
whee. Ashy ish like, in the mood for like, writing a oneshot, so yeah. xD and I felt like writing a Ash/Lewis oneshot with the song “Broken” by Seether featuring Amy Lee because I’m cool like that. xD AND I TOTALLY STARTED THIS BEFORE FREAING MADISEN AND LEELA POSTED THEIR ONESHOTS ABOUT A/L. XDD It’s kinda based off true events, but it’s kinda not, so yeah. xDD Well, I mean … we did have a break, but it wasn’t for the reason that I have in the story. It was a completely different reason. XD I just like the jealously idea. XDD And … after watching Spiderman three I so got ideas from that movie XD and PETER LOVES YOU MJ NOT GWEN DANGIT MJ. XD PETER AND MJ FOREEEVEERR, SUCKAAAHSSS. I guess this would be my tribute to all the other A/L oneshots. Only mine is the more … kinda nonfluffish one. XD I SAID KINDA. But it does have fluff ... or does it? *shifty eyes* XD
Broken
.nightmare™
[/b][/color]whee. Ashy ish like, in the mood for like, writing a oneshot, so yeah. xD and I felt like writing a Ash/Lewis oneshot with the song “Broken” by Seether featuring Amy Lee because I’m cool like that. xD AND I TOTALLY STARTED THIS BEFORE FREAING MADISEN AND LEELA POSTED THEIR ONESHOTS ABOUT A/L. XDD It’s kinda based off true events, but it’s kinda not, so yeah. xDD Well, I mean … we did have a break, but it wasn’t for the reason that I have in the story. It was a completely different reason. XD I just like the jealously idea. XDD And … after watching Spiderman three I so got ideas from that movie XD and PETER LOVES YOU MJ NOT GWEN DANGIT MJ. XD PETER AND MJ FOREEEVEERR, SUCKAAAHSSS. I guess this would be my tribute to all the other A/L oneshots. Only mine is the more … kinda nonfluffish one. XD I SAID KINDA. But it does have fluff ... or does it? *shifty eyes* XD
Broken
.nightmare™
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Step by step, piece by piece, the world follows a pattern. You’re born, you live, and you die. It’s a simple process that’s always has its twists and turns in it. In order to succeed in life, there’s always one person that will always have your support, no matter what consequences, no matter the pain. It’s this little thing called love that keeps us moving along in the balance of life.
But with that balance, there comes the hate and the jealously and everything in-between. This is what would mess up the order of the balance, causing mayhem and fright with others. You can grow attached to someone, but as the time slowly goes by, the tension with that person can get thinner and snap faster. When you push jealously into the picture, you’ve got a perfect couple, ruined right before your eyes.
Then you begin to wonder … why did everything happen in the first place? We know that everything happens for a reason … but why? Why do these things happen? These will just be one of those questions we will never figure out. As the pain slowly grows deeper and haunts your every move … you begin to wonder just one simple thing.
Does that person still love you?
The hush sounds of New York City were stern. The anger was slowly rising up, and settling down into some innocence couples that had no right to deserve that fate. Residents bounced around the city, looking for things to buy and or sell. All was basically silent (aside from the cars and busy roads and etc), because it was nearing 10 PM on a breezy and calm spring night.
Well, for most people it was calm. But for two people in particular … Eh … trust me; they’ve had much better moments.
“But you kissed her!” An annoyed female teenager said. She was roughly around 14-15ish and had blood red hair. Her hands were placed across her chest and she glared at the boy sitting across from her through he blue rimmed glasses.
“I told you, she kissed me!” The boy fought back, his jet black hair brushing in front of his eyes.
“Oh right, that’s what they all say!” She retorted back, rolling her eyes.
“Ash, why don’t you believe me?”
“Oh I don’t know. Because you … I dunno … kissed her!”
“I swear, she kissed me!”
“And you kissed her back?”
“I didn’t kiss her back. She was clingy and wouldn’t let go!”
“Ok, you were upside down on the bars in the PE, so how could she have been clingy without pushing you off? And secondly, why didn’t you just push her away, Lewis? Tell me that,” Ash snarled.
Lewis was silent. Truthfully, he didn’t know why.
“You didn’t want to push her away, didn’t you?”
“Wait? No! Ash, I love you, not her!”
“Oh really? Wow, I never knew that love meant you’d turn your back on someone and kiss them,” Her tone was colder then ice as she slung her backpack over her shoulder. Silence surrounded them for at least ten minutes, both of them pondering about what to do.
“What do you propose we do then?” Ash asked, looking down at her feet and moving them around on the floor.
“Maybe we should take a break … See other people for awhile,” Lewis finally said after a few more minutes of silence. The words stung Ash deep in her heart. She was ticked, but who wouldn’t be? I mean, c’mon. What if that was you and your boyfriend/girlfriend who did that, wouldn’t you be ticked? Yeah, don’t doubt the logics. Anyway, onward with the story.
But this … no, she never thought it would lead to this. I mean, sure, they’d have a serious fight, but what couple doesn’t?
“I guess that’d be the best idea …” She managed to spit out after even more silence. Tears were starting to form in her eyes, but she held them back. Silence flooded and turned around them, filling the room. The clock ticked as the minutes melted away. Finally, Ash stood up and walked out of the room, not saying anything.
| .:: - ♥ : A week or so later : ♥ - ::. |
A week or so had pasted. Luckily, it was summer break and avoiding each other was pretty easy. Nobody was quite sure of what really happened, because they both wouldn’t talk about it, and that only proved the fact of how darn stubborn they were, but that has nothing to do with this story, now does it? … Eh, I dunno. Well, I do. But you’ll figure that out sooner or later, because you are reading this story and I am writing it on Microsoft word … You know what? Let me just get on with the story before I get completely off track here. Because I can go on for hours, even days if I get off track. Ugh, you see? I can’t help myself. Now back to the story … Seriously.
Ash was a wreck. Like any girl after a heartbreak, she was just an emotional wreck. They say a heartbreak is painful, but the truth is, a heartache is ten times more painful then they even say. If you were to walk in her room, you’d find a complete mess. Her pillows were all over the floor (‘cause she threw them with anger), there were pieces of paper … eh … photographs, scattered all over the floor, ripped up into shreds. Sure, it was a little overdramatic, but you really can’t control yourself with your heartbroken and your hormones make it worse, now can you?
She had tried to tell herself to move on get on with her life, that he was just another guy, and that there were a million more guys. So if he was just another guy, why did it hurt her so much more then anything she’s ever felt before? Maybe it was because she really loved him? She didn’t know, and all she knew is that the reason why she felt so horrible was because she was a girl, and girls do go through a lot of mood swings.
Kay had tried everything to cheer her up, but not even pictures of Emo Peter Parker worked, which surprised the heck out of Kay. That would normally cheer her up, and she’d got back to her normal self, grabbing the picture out of Kay’s hands and start drooling over it. But what did Ash do? She looked at the picture and ripped it up. That shocked the hell out of Kay.
“Ash …. You’ve gotta let him go! Get on with your life, find another guy …” Kay said, trying to comfort her friend. Ash just looked up at her, the black eyeliner around her eye smeared and her eyes red and puffy. “Besides, Ash … It’s been a week. Shouldn’t you be past the crying stage now?”
“I know I should … but I just thought that he’d be the one …” Ash replied, biting her lip.
I wanted you to know, that I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
“How about we go to the mall? Maybe that’d cheer you up. We could go raid Hot Topic!” Kay said, dragging the sobbing teenager heartbroken girl out of her room. Ash managed a smile as she was dragged out of the room.
| .:: - ♥ :: Somewhere Else XD :: ♥ - ::. |
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
[/i]I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Lewis sat down on a chair on the porch, holding a photo in his hands. It was one of those mall photobooth thing photos. You know, were you’d put in a dollar or so, and then it’d take like five pictures or so and then print them out for you too see? Yeah …. One of those. If you dunno what I am talking about, you should really go to your local mall if you live in a city (unlike me). Any who … back on with the story.
It was just a simple funny, yet stupid picture. Ash’s head was off to the side, and she was sticking her tongue out and crossing her eyes. Lewis was off to the other side, and he was doing this weird thing with his face. A painful memory …
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You got away; you don’t feel me anymore.
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You got away; you don’t feel me anymore.
But hadn’t she kinda dissevered it? After all, she had accused him … but that was out of jealously (but he was a guy, so it’s not like he knew that. Because all guys are basically stubborn and don’t notice that … what? It is the truth …) Lewis sighed as he placed the photo against the glass table next to him. Something didn’t feel right … Well, of course something didn’t feel right, his heart was kindasorta broken … Eh, ok, so it WAS broken. But its affects of pure pain and torture should wear off … soon.
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
I guess you could say that nothing felt right for both of them. It was just, so weird, not talking to each other. But the worst was over, and they could finally breathe again. But they still felt that same pain that lingered in their hearts.
“Hey Lewis, I know you’re like … totally depressed and emo and stuff, but how about we go to the mall? Try and check out some chicks while we’re all it too,” Liam said, trying to get his friend to do something … I might want to point out the ‘trying’ part.
“Sure …” He said, getting up and stretching out his arms. Liam gave a smile, “Ok, so here is the plan. We go to the mall, go by the um … water fountain, and then I’ll push a hot babe in and then we’ll watch her be all soaking wet and super hot. How does that sound?” He said with a grin on his face. Lewis laughed. Same old Liam and his method on trying to get girls, and on how it would always fail. And trust me, I mean, always fail.
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
“Ashy! Look how cute this is! It’ll be so cute!” Kay said, throwing a shirt at her. Ash looked down and jumped back, dropping the shirt on the floor when she saw the colour of the shirt. “Oh heck no Kay, not pink!” Kay sneered as she dragged Ash out of the store.
“What? I thought you liked pink!” She sneered with a grin on her face. Ash gave a small laugh, “No! Pink must die! I’m gonna find a way to kill it someday, you watch me,” The two walked down the hallway off the mall, trying to look for one non girly girl story for them to shop in. Hot Topic was at the other end, and they made a promise to wait until they got there. But you guys dunno how much that killed both of them, but somehow, they managed to keep themselves from running over there first thing.
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
Kay had to admit, she was a tad bit shocked at Ash. Just a mere hour ago, she seemed like a depressed wreck. Well, she was a depressed wreck, but still. Now, just an hour later, she seemed to be having fun with her life and not letting one boy drag it down for it and smash it into little pieces that would take months to clean up.
Ash turned around, talking to Kay while walking backwards. Not the best idea, am I right? I mean, seriously, how many have you guys have been talking to your friend while walking backwards and something bad happens? … Nobody? … Liars. But you guys see my point, don’t you? .. No? Wow, you must really spend your time in a white room, bouncing off the walls … Anyway, on with the story.
Being the klutz that she was, she ran into someone and found herself on the ground, her hair draped in front of her face. “Sorry about that, are you ok?” The voice said. Ash jolted up. She knew that voice, she knew it all two well.
“Um … Kay, do you wanna go somewhere these two can be alone so we don’t have to go on trail if they kill each other?” Liam asked, starting to walk away. “Right behind you!” She said, catching up with him.
You gotta away; you don’t feel me … anymore.
The two looked each other in the eye, not saying anything. Finally, after what seemed like hours, Lewis broke the silence between them. “Um … how about we go somewhere were we can sit down and talk about … stuff?” He asked. Ash didn’t say anything, but followed him as they both headed to the pizza place that was smack dab in the middle of the mall.
“I’ve been thinking …” Lewis said as they both took a seat at one of the empty tables. Ash said nothing, avoiding his glance. “And well …” He said …
“Well … I wanted to say that I’m sorry … for everything. I should have pushed her away from me, but I guess the reasons why I didn’t is a, I was probably going to fall on her and break her back or something, and b. When she kissed me … (A/N: Yay for real quote time! *steals quote of Lewis’s blog and edits it slightly so it fits the story line* XD) I felt like I was gaining something from her that I never had gotten from you. Then when you got all pissed at me and you just wouldn’t believe me, I felt like we were struggling to keep our love alive, and that we were don’t a good job at it … Over time that we avoided each other, I realized I had everything I needed right in front of me … We're a couple, so we're bound to have serious fights every now and again. But what kind of people would we be if we gave up after just one fight? After the first bump in the road? Very submissive if you ask me. That's not the kind of person I've lived my life to be, with everything I've ever tried to do I've always aimed to preserver through the worst and never give up. So how is this really any different? Because the truth is that I love, and will always love you, Ash … And that's all that matters,” He said. (A/N: LOOOOOOOOOONG PARAGRAPH. O.o XDD)
Ash bit her lip, thinking of something to say. She was speechless, because well, she didn’t know what to say. She bit her lip again, looking at the pattern on the table. Lewis just looked at her, “You don’t have anything to say, do you?” He asked with a small smile.
“No … I just can’t think of anything because the classic I forgive you … for when you said you were sorry, but when you went into explaining everything … well, I kinda didn’t know what to say and I’ve been trying to think of something but have come up with nothing to top that,” She said. Lewis laughed, “Well, I wasn’t expecting you to say anything after that,” He said.
“It was a very long explanation and you said it very fast,” She said, messing around with her straw, holding back a smile.
“So … I guess we’re back together?” He said after a few minutes of utter awkward silence between them. Ash gave a smile as she pulled some of her hair that was falling in her face behind her ear. There was more silence for a moment as the radio burst out into the tune that they both knew by heart. (A/N: NICKELBACK SONG. XDD)
“I wouldn’t have it any other way,” She said, as the tune to Far Away played in the background as she stood up, sat down beside him, and kissed him.
Step by step, piece by piece, the world follows a pattern. You’re born, you live, and you die. It’s a simple process that’s always has its twists and turns in it. In order to succeed in life, there’s always one person that will always have your support, no matter what consequences, no matter the pain. It’s this little thing called love that keeps us moving along in the balance of life.
The time passes you by, not asking for it to be stopped, running at its own free will. And with the time you spend to yourself, you realize things … things that are practically invisible to your eye, but as the time progresses, you begin to notice it, piece by piece, step by step. Thus, starting the whole pattern all over again.
During that time, you either realize that you’re better off alone, Or … that you’re not going to be a broken hearted person and try to talk to that person. I’m saying try because not everything in this world is perfect, and if it was, we wouldn’t be here, having the times of our lives, acting like the carefree people we are.
Time spins by, and the clocks tick …
| .:: - end oneshot - ::. |
yay for crappy oneshot! haha. XD anywho ... this is from Raffi ::
Paper bags and plastic hearts, all our belongings in shopping carts... <3 says:
"Ash..."
"Yes, Lewis..?"
"..........."
"......"
"..."
"I'm breaking up with you."
"Okay."
"Alright then."
"...."
".."
"Say, you think we should have a coffee cake?"
"Sounds good."
That was awhile ago. XDD But it's still funnah.
now i'm off to bed because it's four am here. XD
ashy<3
Paper bags and plastic hearts, all our belongings in shopping carts... <3 says:
"Ash..."
"Yes, Lewis..?"
"..........."
"......"
"..."
"I'm breaking up with you."
"Okay."
"Alright then."
"...."
".."
"Say, you think we should have a coffee cake?"
"Sounds good."
That was awhile ago. XDD But it's still funnah.
now i'm off to bed because it's four am here. XD
ashy<3