Post by dragonfan123 on Dec 12, 2006 5:17:29 GMT -5
ok this is my first song fic so please be gentle
Pain redefined by disturbed
By DF123
“OK kid now tell me what happened.” The officer said to a boy in dark blue jeans with a flame shirt on “Officer I.” The kid started to say when he broke into tears “Come on John this kid is going through a hard time I mean it’s not everyday you lose you family.” Another officer told John “I know,” John said sighing
failing, falling, lost in forever
will I find a way to keep it together?
am I strong enough to last through the weather in the hurricane of my life?
can it be a conscious decision?
are the rightful ways to alter my vision?
am I speeding towards another collision in the early breeze of my life?
“ok uh kid what’s your name?” Officer John asked “My name is Chris sir.” The boy now know as Chris said to him “Ok Chris tell me what happened and your can go to a hotel were paying for you.” He said. ‘why should I tell you? You’ll think I’m crazy you’ll send me to the nut house after I tell you.’ Chris thought and sighed taking a deep breath
memories don't lie
you're no better than
memories don't lie
you're no better than
memories don't lie
you're no better than
those who have fallen
memories don't lie
you're no better than
memories don't lie
you're no better than
memories don't lie
you're no better than
those who have fallen
“Ok sir see my family and I have been arguing over the past couple of days,” Chris said taking a deep breath again “But tonight it gotten worse. We started yelling at one another so loudly that the whole world could hear us. I finally had it and I stormed out with them still yelling at me.” Chris said
and please believe me
did my eyes deceive me?
don't stand me up
just leave me
I have fallen again
this is the end
pain redefined
shaking, burning up with the fever
in the realm of pain, I am the deceiver
that will let myself, so I can believer her
but she dissembles my life
I cannot dispel the illusion
all my hopes and dreams are drowned by confusion
can I find a way to make a solution that will reconfigure my life?
“Ok Chris go on.” Officer John said grabbing a seat. “Ok.” Chris said taking another deep breath but shaking wildly “Hey can someone get this kid a drink? Something with sugar in it!” Officer John order and a few seconds later someone came in with a can of soda and handed it to Chris “Thank you.” Chris said opening it and taking a drink. “OK after I stormed out I saw two shadows from above me I thought they were planes so I didn’t bother til they got bigger and they looked like more of a creature like a dragon or something .” Chris said still thinking he could of save his family his mom dad even his annoying sister only if he didn't argue with them he wouldn't feel the pain he's feeling now he could of ended it all by dieing with them.
memories don't lie
you're no better than
memories don't lie
you're no better than
memories don't lie
you're no better than
those who have fallen
memories don't lie
you're no better than
memories don't lie
you're no better than
memories don't lie
you're no better than
those who have fallen
and please believe me
did my ears deceive me?
don't stand me up
just leave me
I have fallen again
this is the end
pain redefined
“OK did the shadows look like that??” the officer asked Chris hesitated for a second knowing that the officer would laugh. “Well sir they did look like Dragons I know your gonna laugh so go ahead.” Chris said looking down “Kid I won’t laugh.” He said stopping seeing a woman with a red jacket and light blue jeans walk in “I’ll take it from here John.” She said to him “But Elsa.” John started to protest “Don’t worry I heard everything so go on you need to go home.” Elsa said seeing John leave “So Chris these Dragons can you be more specific?” She asked “Well I couldn’t tell the second one that was there but the other was Dark like black dark, I don’t know what they did but I started hearing bloody screams.” Chris said as the tears reformed him less then a block from his home hearing his own family being murdered “Go on kid I know this is painful but go on.” Elsa said “For some reason they didn’t stop there they even killed my two dogs cat and my fish. But when I ran back in I saw them take off from my back porch my family.” Chris stopped not wanting to tell Miss Elsa the scene
*Flashback*
Chris ran inside only to find blood every where on the walls the kitchen sink had been torn out and used as a weapon against his pets his father’s kitchen knifes were now embedded to his father’s skull his mother burned to a crisp and his sister was the worst of them all she had nothing but bones left no skin no organs nothing “WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS GOD?” Chris said dropping to his knees crying and hearing police sirens come by he didn’t run what choice did he have? Where would he run now? No mother to make it better, no father to play games with and no sister to b*tch at when she annoyed him. he was all alone. Sighing he went to his room and packed up what remained of his things knowing he would not come back his life had ended he justs wish to wake up from this nightmare. He wanted to this to be another dream in his life. He punched himself feeling pain. This is all too real he family is actually dead and he probably go to Prison or so. Seeing the Police bust down the door and had them put handcuffs on his and put in the back of the car. Chris's old life is dead and gone now he was gonna pay the price for not even trying to save them.
*end flash back*
“Chris I don’t have to hear the rest your free to go,” Elsa said reaching into her wallet and pulling out some money and handing it to him “Here there’s a good hotel around here you can stay at for a while Chris.” She said smiling ‘I don’t want your pity I want you track that basterd down and put him on death roll dammit!’ Chris thought taking the money and grabbing his suit case and left. "Miss Elsa Thank you for the money." He said as he walked by her and out of the police department
and I know that stillness shatters
we have all been frightened by the
the sound of footsteps on the pavement of our lives
I stand and fight
I’m not afraid to die
hypnotized, bury me tonight
please believe
when the world deceives me
don't stand me up
just leave
I have fallen again
this is the end
pain redefined
Pain redefined by disturbed
By DF123
“OK kid now tell me what happened.” The officer said to a boy in dark blue jeans with a flame shirt on “Officer I.” The kid started to say when he broke into tears “Come on John this kid is going through a hard time I mean it’s not everyday you lose you family.” Another officer told John “I know,” John said sighing
failing, falling, lost in forever
will I find a way to keep it together?
am I strong enough to last through the weather in the hurricane of my life?
can it be a conscious decision?
are the rightful ways to alter my vision?
am I speeding towards another collision in the early breeze of my life?
“ok uh kid what’s your name?” Officer John asked “My name is Chris sir.” The boy now know as Chris said to him “Ok Chris tell me what happened and your can go to a hotel were paying for you.” He said. ‘why should I tell you? You’ll think I’m crazy you’ll send me to the nut house after I tell you.’ Chris thought and sighed taking a deep breath
memories don't lie
you're no better than
memories don't lie
you're no better than
memories don't lie
you're no better than
those who have fallen
memories don't lie
you're no better than
memories don't lie
you're no better than
memories don't lie
you're no better than
those who have fallen
“Ok sir see my family and I have been arguing over the past couple of days,” Chris said taking a deep breath again “But tonight it gotten worse. We started yelling at one another so loudly that the whole world could hear us. I finally had it and I stormed out with them still yelling at me.” Chris said
and please believe me
did my eyes deceive me?
don't stand me up
just leave me
I have fallen again
this is the end
pain redefined
shaking, burning up with the fever
in the realm of pain, I am the deceiver
that will let myself, so I can believer her
but she dissembles my life
I cannot dispel the illusion
all my hopes and dreams are drowned by confusion
can I find a way to make a solution that will reconfigure my life?
“Ok Chris go on.” Officer John said grabbing a seat. “Ok.” Chris said taking another deep breath but shaking wildly “Hey can someone get this kid a drink? Something with sugar in it!” Officer John order and a few seconds later someone came in with a can of soda and handed it to Chris “Thank you.” Chris said opening it and taking a drink. “OK after I stormed out I saw two shadows from above me I thought they were planes so I didn’t bother til they got bigger and they looked like more of a creature like a dragon or something .” Chris said still thinking he could of save his family his mom dad even his annoying sister only if he didn't argue with them he wouldn't feel the pain he's feeling now he could of ended it all by dieing with them.
memories don't lie
you're no better than
memories don't lie
you're no better than
memories don't lie
you're no better than
those who have fallen
memories don't lie
you're no better than
memories don't lie
you're no better than
memories don't lie
you're no better than
those who have fallen
and please believe me
did my ears deceive me?
don't stand me up
just leave me
I have fallen again
this is the end
pain redefined
“OK did the shadows look like that??” the officer asked Chris hesitated for a second knowing that the officer would laugh. “Well sir they did look like Dragons I know your gonna laugh so go ahead.” Chris said looking down “Kid I won’t laugh.” He said stopping seeing a woman with a red jacket and light blue jeans walk in “I’ll take it from here John.” She said to him “But Elsa.” John started to protest “Don’t worry I heard everything so go on you need to go home.” Elsa said seeing John leave “So Chris these Dragons can you be more specific?” She asked “Well I couldn’t tell the second one that was there but the other was Dark like black dark, I don’t know what they did but I started hearing bloody screams.” Chris said as the tears reformed him less then a block from his home hearing his own family being murdered “Go on kid I know this is painful but go on.” Elsa said “For some reason they didn’t stop there they even killed my two dogs cat and my fish. But when I ran back in I saw them take off from my back porch my family.” Chris stopped not wanting to tell Miss Elsa the scene
*Flashback*
Chris ran inside only to find blood every where on the walls the kitchen sink had been torn out and used as a weapon against his pets his father’s kitchen knifes were now embedded to his father’s skull his mother burned to a crisp and his sister was the worst of them all she had nothing but bones left no skin no organs nothing “WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS GOD?” Chris said dropping to his knees crying and hearing police sirens come by he didn’t run what choice did he have? Where would he run now? No mother to make it better, no father to play games with and no sister to b*tch at when she annoyed him. he was all alone. Sighing he went to his room and packed up what remained of his things knowing he would not come back his life had ended he justs wish to wake up from this nightmare. He wanted to this to be another dream in his life. He punched himself feeling pain. This is all too real he family is actually dead and he probably go to Prison or so. Seeing the Police bust down the door and had them put handcuffs on his and put in the back of the car. Chris's old life is dead and gone now he was gonna pay the price for not even trying to save them.
*end flash back*
“Chris I don’t have to hear the rest your free to go,” Elsa said reaching into her wallet and pulling out some money and handing it to him “Here there’s a good hotel around here you can stay at for a while Chris.” She said smiling ‘I don’t want your pity I want you track that basterd down and put him on death roll dammit!’ Chris thought taking the money and grabbing his suit case and left. "Miss Elsa Thank you for the money." He said as he walked by her and out of the police department
and I know that stillness shatters
we have all been frightened by the
the sound of footsteps on the pavement of our lives
I stand and fight
I’m not afraid to die
hypnotized, bury me tonight
please believe
when the world deceives me
don't stand me up
just leave
I have fallen again
this is the end
pain redefined