Post by The Pantheon Dragon on May 16, 2006 5:54:02 GMT -5
A poem I did because I just felt like it.Has no relation to any of my ADJL fanfics or whatever and is Rose-POV'd because I love doing one-shots for her...poem or story or even song.Well,here we go...
You are the one person whom I ever met,
Who had such an impact on me that,I,at the time knew not yet.
The way you acted around me was sometimes bizzare,
However,the distance you were willing to go was far.
No matter how hard,you kept on trying.
And it was never that I was intentionally denying.
I needed time to feel the haven of trust,
Still,the will was somehow difficult and yet I felt I must.
I want you and I know you want me,
But I cannot get over,how stunned I was to see.
See you standing there purposefully in you're true form,
Despite all my disdained determination,my senseless scorn.
You fought for my heart,you fought to make me realize,
That through my rough exterior,I'm smaller in size.
The inablility to come to terms with my discovery,
Could eventually make or break my overall recovery.
For beyond those reptilian eyes I did wonder,
Who you really were,my curiousty like thunder.
I found out the hard way and now I'm frightened,
As that day the grips of my uncertainty did tighten.
My blood running rampantly through my veins,
There was only one thing to do,only one path,one lane.
With a heavy heart at you're somber unveiling,
I sprung forth,wondering if I was failing.
Failing the one who taught me,but I didn't once care,
I spared you're life,I know it's only fair.
Nothing is assure,but I want what we had (or still have) to flare.
Flare into the burning fire of faith,
Faith that has guided me since I had to leave,
Though I didn't utter a word,I knew I couldn't decieve.
The reason I ran off is still,even to me,unclear,
I assume it was my own immature fear.
The fear of what else you would do or say,
For me,all that was enough for one day.
A part of me wanted to remain,the other depart,
I didn't want to lead you on,right now I can't spur you're heart.
Nothing can come of anything unless were both sure,
Though there may never be a rememdy nor cure.
For what I nearly did to you,I cannot forgive,
The feeling of remorse,it's deep and sensitive.
My dark self is blocked for now,
My lighter self protected,as I did vow.
I'm caught in the middle,trying to mask my mistakes,
I don't want to take the blame,but I don't want to seem fake.
If my remerging does ever come to be,
I want you to be able to fully and plainingly see.
See that everything horrible I ever said or did,
Is so burdening to me,I just want it all to be hid.
But I worry if Thorn's gone,I'll only be half a person,
And that I feel that will be my demise,my end.
I feel I can only really pull through if I feel you still care,
To hear you're voice,it like to disperse wings and soar in the air.
To see you're eyes,is to see into eternity,
That I can just hear you saying now,is meant for just you and me.
The End.
You are the one person whom I ever met,
Who had such an impact on me that,I,at the time knew not yet.
The way you acted around me was sometimes bizzare,
However,the distance you were willing to go was far.
No matter how hard,you kept on trying.
And it was never that I was intentionally denying.
I needed time to feel the haven of trust,
Still,the will was somehow difficult and yet I felt I must.
I want you and I know you want me,
But I cannot get over,how stunned I was to see.
See you standing there purposefully in you're true form,
Despite all my disdained determination,my senseless scorn.
You fought for my heart,you fought to make me realize,
That through my rough exterior,I'm smaller in size.
The inablility to come to terms with my discovery,
Could eventually make or break my overall recovery.
For beyond those reptilian eyes I did wonder,
Who you really were,my curiousty like thunder.
I found out the hard way and now I'm frightened,
As that day the grips of my uncertainty did tighten.
My blood running rampantly through my veins,
There was only one thing to do,only one path,one lane.
With a heavy heart at you're somber unveiling,
I sprung forth,wondering if I was failing.
Failing the one who taught me,but I didn't once care,
I spared you're life,I know it's only fair.
Nothing is assure,but I want what we had (or still have) to flare.
Flare into the burning fire of faith,
Faith that has guided me since I had to leave,
Though I didn't utter a word,I knew I couldn't decieve.
The reason I ran off is still,even to me,unclear,
I assume it was my own immature fear.
The fear of what else you would do or say,
For me,all that was enough for one day.
A part of me wanted to remain,the other depart,
I didn't want to lead you on,right now I can't spur you're heart.
Nothing can come of anything unless were both sure,
Though there may never be a rememdy nor cure.
For what I nearly did to you,I cannot forgive,
The feeling of remorse,it's deep and sensitive.
My dark self is blocked for now,
My lighter self protected,as I did vow.
I'm caught in the middle,trying to mask my mistakes,
I don't want to take the blame,but I don't want to seem fake.
If my remerging does ever come to be,
I want you to be able to fully and plainingly see.
See that everything horrible I ever said or did,
Is so burdening to me,I just want it all to be hid.
But I worry if Thorn's gone,I'll only be half a person,
And that I feel that will be my demise,my end.
I feel I can only really pull through if I feel you still care,
To hear you're voice,it like to disperse wings and soar in the air.
To see you're eyes,is to see into eternity,
That I can just hear you saying now,is meant for just you and me.
The End.