Post by charles finley. on Apr 7, 2007 18:33:14 GMT -5
Hii!!! XDD
Wheee. I wrote this because of my writers block for A Hero’s Faith. So yeah. XD Warning: This is hate story. Yesh, it is Jake/Rose. It’s Out Of Character and AU. Please don’t eat me. I have no clue why I wrote this, but I’ve been in love with the song Hit The Floor for awhile now … and yeah … this kinda seemed to fit it. XD
Like oh my god. It’s a P.O.V story. O__O XD
There are some things that are never meant to be. For us, it was just one of those things. We both hid it, the way we felt about each other. We seemed so perfect, so happy … But then again, some things are just never meant to be.
I never meant to hurt you; I never meant to do any of those things I did …
Remember that time when you had been hurt? When the Huntsman had found you? When he had come back? God, you were lucky I was there Rose. Everyone who knew about our fighting, they looked at me with a wtf look. Why did I save you? Why’d you save her? You don’t love her anymore. Those where what they said to me after I left.
I held on to you, Rose. Many times, I was going to leave, leave you to just … lie there, rot until you die. I needed to push on out, but I held on. I’ve been afraid to say what is on my mind, what I need to say. Things that are still held up inside my chest, wanting to scream at you.
You’d put me down after you had f**k’d up nights with the Huntsclan and your friends. You’d go out and come back, as if you were drunk. I know that your life has been f**k’d up for years … but you didn’t have to put it down on me Rose. I tried to be there for you, but you’d put me down. Like I didn’t belong in this world. Everytime, one of your friends would tell me the things you said about me. Did you think I wouldn’t find out Rose?
You’re thinking that you’re winning Rose, but the truth is. You’ve gained nothing. You’ve lost my respect. Crawling back to me won’t work anymore. You can do whatever the hell you want, but I’m not going to make the same mistakes I did like when we were younger.
I had trust in you … I’d believe the lies you’d tell me. I’ve realized now of what a mistake I did, and that it’s only screw’d up my life more. You can f**k up your life Rose, but you’re not going to screw up mine.
I’m feeling like I’m closed into a small place with no oxygen when I’m around you. I fell like I can’t be who I want to be around you, you’ve always got to put me down or control me. I just want to know what life is like without you stepping on me.
I couldn’t begin to count the number of thing’s you’ve said that have crossed the line. Whatever goes up must come down; it’s the way life goes.
We’ve fought over dumb stuff. Stuff that had no reason to fight over. Then, it came with the lying you did. The lying that hurt us both. Your anger getting the best of you, my rage getting the best of me. Screaming at each other, waking up the people next door at early morning hours.
We could have lasted Rose, we could have. But you kept on lying. We could have had it all, but you had to let it fall and break.
You can say what you want. I won’t care anymore. Say what you want, try and break me apart. I’ll never trust you anymore. You knew that if you lied, it would be the end of everything, of us. But you went on lying.
It’s too bad Rose. Why? Because we could have had it all, because one day, you’ll regret this. You’ll regret everything you ever did to harm me, us, and yourself.
For all I care anymore, you can just hit the floor and drop dead.
I glanced over the letter. It explained everything I needed to say to her. My mind raced with thoughts as a grabbed an envelope and folded the letter and placed it in there.
I could have told her in person … but it would have made things would. She’s been screaming at me for the dumbest things. Then comes the lies, and everything in-between.
She doesn’t seem to notice if she would just take the time, and clam down, I’d help her with her struggles. She doesn’t notice that I’m a human too, and while my heart may not be broken and beaten like hers, I’ve still got feelings.
If Rose even did care about me, she sure had one hell of a way to show it.
I sealed the envelope and put her address on it. Why I still knew it was way beyond me, but I still did. Despite how lazy I felt, I walked out to the mailbox and stuck the letter in there, leaving the red tail thing up.
“It’s for the best” I muttered and turned around.
...
Please don't eat me. XD
Wheee. I wrote this because of my writers block for A Hero’s Faith. So yeah. XD Warning: This is hate story. Yesh, it is Jake/Rose. It’s Out Of Character and AU. Please don’t eat me. I have no clue why I wrote this, but I’ve been in love with the song Hit The Floor for awhile now … and yeah … this kinda seemed to fit it. XD
Like oh my god. It’s a P.O.V story. O__O XD
Hit The Floor
LoveLikeWintah♥
x-X-x-X-x
LoveLikeWintah♥
x-X-x-X-x
There are some things that are never meant to be. For us, it was just one of those things. We both hid it, the way we felt about each other. We seemed so perfect, so happy … But then again, some things are just never meant to be.
I never meant to hurt you; I never meant to do any of those things I did …
There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me
wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy.
wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy.
Remember that time when you had been hurt? When the Huntsman had found you? When he had come back? God, you were lucky I was there Rose. Everyone who knew about our fighting, they looked at me with a wtf look. Why did I save you? Why’d you save her? You don’t love her anymore. Those where what they said to me after I left.
Too many times that I’ve held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind afraid to say what I need to say.
Afraid to say what was on my mind afraid to say what I need to say.
I held on to you, Rose. Many times, I was going to leave, leave you to just … lie there, rot until you die. I needed to push on out, but I held on. I’ve been afraid to say what is on my mind, what I need to say. Things that are still held up inside my chest, wanting to scream at you.
You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down
But I’ve had too many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand
So I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine.
But I’ve had too many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand
So I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine.
You’d put me down after you had f**k’d up nights with the Huntsclan and your friends. You’d go out and come back, as if you were drunk. I know that your life has been f**k’d up for years … but you didn’t have to put it down on me Rose. I tried to be there for you, but you’d put me down. Like I didn’t belong in this world. Everytime, one of your friends would tell me the things you said about me. Did you think I wouldn’t find out Rose?
(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)
The next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)
You’re thinking that you’re winning Rose, but the truth is. You’ve gained nothing. You’ve lost my respect. Crawling back to me won’t work anymore. You can do whatever the hell you want, but I’m not going to make the same mistakes I did like when we were younger.
So many people like me put so much trust in all your lies
So concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside.
So concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside.
I had trust in you … I’d believe the lies you’d tell me. I’ve realized now of what a mistake I did, and that it’s only screw’d up my life more. You can f**k up your life Rose, but you’re not going to screw up mine.
So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want is to feel like I’m not stepped on
All I know is that all I want is to feel like I’m not stepped on
I’m feeling like I’m closed into a small place with no oxygen when I’m around you. I fell like I can’t be who I want to be around you, you’ve always got to put me down or control me. I just want to know what life is like without you stepping on me.
There are so many things you say that make me feel you've crossed the line
What goes up will surely fall and I’m counting down the time.
What goes up will surely fall and I’m counting down the time.
I couldn’t begin to count the number of thing’s you’ve said that have crossed the line. Whatever goes up must come down; it’s the way life goes.
Cause I’ve had so many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand
So I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine.
So I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine.
We’ve fought over dumb stuff. Stuff that had no reason to fight over. Then, it came with the lying you did. The lying that hurt us both. Your anger getting the best of you, my rage getting the best of me. Screaming at each other, waking up the people next door at early morning hours.
(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(Now it’s all gone)
The next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(Now it’s all gone)
We could have lasted Rose, we could have. But you kept on lying. We could have had it all, but you had to let it fall and break.
I know I’ll never trust a single thing you say
You knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall
You knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall
You can say what you want. I won’t care anymore. Say what you want, try and break me apart. I’ll never trust you anymore. You knew that if you lied, it would be the end of everything, of us. But you went on lying.
(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(Now it’s all gone)
The next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(Now it’s all gone)
It’s too bad Rose. Why? Because we could have had it all, because one day, you’ll regret this. You’ll regret everything you ever did to harm me, us, and yourself.
For all I care anymore, you can just hit the floor and drop dead.
I glanced over the letter. It explained everything I needed to say to her. My mind raced with thoughts as a grabbed an envelope and folded the letter and placed it in there.
I could have told her in person … but it would have made things would. She’s been screaming at me for the dumbest things. Then comes the lies, and everything in-between.
She doesn’t seem to notice if she would just take the time, and clam down, I’d help her with her struggles. She doesn’t notice that I’m a human too, and while my heart may not be broken and beaten like hers, I’ve still got feelings.
If Rose even did care about me, she sure had one hell of a way to show it.
I sealed the envelope and put her address on it. Why I still knew it was way beyond me, but I still did. Despite how lazy I felt, I walked out to the mailbox and stuck the letter in there, leaving the red tail thing up.
“It’s for the best” I muttered and turned around.
end of teh hate letter oneshot.
...
Please don't eat me. XD
XD *runs*
feel free to join 
feel free to join!